Dear Blog,
Sorry, but once again, you’ve become the catcher of all my feelings.
I don’t really have someone to vent all my frustrations in life to right now, so here you are—my safe space for now.
I am honestly doing fine being single. I am happy, really.
I have learned to enjoy my own company, chase what I want, and live life on my terms.
But lately… I do not know.
Out of nowhere, there is this quiet kind of sadness that creeps in.
That longing for something more.
That small voice deep down that still hopes to have something I can call home someday—a family of my own.
I am proud of where I am. I have done things for myself, made decisions just for me.
But it still feels different knowing someone is there—someone who reminds you you are not alone in this life.
Not just anyone, but someone who chooses to stay, especially on the days you do not even ask them to.
So yeah, I am feeling all sorts of things today.
Too many thoughts, emotions I cannot fully name.
And this is not even like me—I am not usually this emotional.
But here I am. Writing again. Rambling again.
And you— yes, you, in case you ever come across this—
I hope you are someone who understands what this kind of silence means.
I hope you are someone who will stay, not just when it is light and easy, but even when my heart feels like this—unfiltered, unsure, but honest.
That is all for now.
’Til next time, blog.
—Me